You see, it's not just any ole' anniversary, but a miracle straight from our Heavenly Father. This is because Josh and I divorced 5 years ago. It felt hopeless. Like we were just another statistic. But here we are today to say, "HE IS FAITHFUL!"
Our 2nd Honeymoon 4 years ago
Every anniversary for us is a miracle. It is an honor to be called Mrs. Joshua Stubbs. I didn't always think that. Isn't it strange how at one moment a wife can be madly in love with her husband, and months later hate his guts? satan is so ugly like that. I was recently reminded of my past sin as I read thru God's word. I think of how we women have more influence than we know.
1 Samuel 18:20
"And Michal Saul's daughter loved David"
Michal was madly in love with her handsome hunk! But wait a minute...
2 Samuel 6:16
And as the ark of the LORD came into the city of David, Michal Saul's daughter looked through a window, and saw king David leaping and dancing before the LORD; and she despised him in her heart.
She depised him in her heart! I thought she was just in love with him!
Oh boy, was that me. I allowed satan's lies to fill my mind telling me I did not "feel" love for him. So deeper and deeper my sin went. Until I felt I had a right to "feel" happy. I cannot even fathom where we would both be if we stayed in our sin. We definitely would not be adopting!
Please, sweet wife, look to God as your fulfillment. Don't try make your husband fill that role. Your husband is just as human as you are. Only God can fulfill you. Let Him be your Knight in Shinning Armor. God is such a Romantic. Won't you let Him romance you?
Song of Solomon 2:16
"My Beloved is mine, and I am his."